I notice I carry my feelings with that person for as long as I can because I never got closure.
I would get into small arguments and before I find my self really saying something i’ll regret I end up cutting them off….. and with doing that I am left with so much unsaid feelings.
It bothers me and I keep repeating the same things over and over in my head. I realize I need to stop doing this. I have to stop letting people hurt me and I hold in all this anger which is never let out . so when I see that person again I am where I left off with them. they may not be mad any more so when I come with aggression it be confusing . but until I let it out I can’t let it go. so many people hurt me just because and I honestly came to the point where I am at fuck you when u cross me. if you have no real reason to be acting this way towards me . If i done nothing to you and i’m truly trying my best to not hurt you or piss you off but u don’t give two fucks about what I feel like when u say the shit you say to me. people are assholes these days and i’m sooooo over it.i let myself go through so much pain because I want close family I want close friends but everyone fake and flaw as fuck and it soooooo sad.
SO HERE I AM TO SAY!!
I HATE YOU YOU YOU AND YOU AND DONT WANT TO BE COOL WITH NO ONE WHO IS JEALOUS HATEFUL AND FULL OF SHIT!